I can understand your feeling. I am impressed with your handling of the difficult situation and can promptly resume your enthusiasm with your peers on the camp. I am particularly impressed with your understanding and interpretation of Fengshui, I must admit that you understand the meaning of Fengshui better than me, although I have been immersed in the Chinese civilization decades longer than you. Life is filled with sorrors and joys, anger and pleasure, misunderstandings and forgivingness. I believe you can handle all of these by yourself, which is a necessary step for your growing-up, although it is probably not perfect, considered by some adults.